Why is it that I can spend hours doing brainless and useless activities when I can't seem to sit down for 5 minutes to read a good quality book? I don't get it. I have looked at facebook for hours on end, the checked my email, watched the Office a zillion times, and the list goes on. But when I sit down to read a book, I fall asleep, or well, it just doesn't happen. I haven't always been like this, just lately. I would like to blame the fact that I just had a baby, but I know that that isn't the case. I am just lazy. Lazy is the solution for my madness of wasting life.
So, the solve all for overcoming this madness is one step at a time. It is waking up tomorrow morning, happy and excited to see my little girl smile at me and Adam giving me a fresh morning kiss. It is then saying no to turning on the computer until after all is said and done then allowing myself an hour of computer fun. It is then going through my day, seeing what exactly I need to get done and then doing it... loving it... and finding some sort of joy in it.
If this works, I'm sure to be rid of the madness of laziness. If it doesn't, well, I'll then pick up ice cream- wait I don't like ice cream, so I'll pick up Sour Patch Kids and start a fresh with a new idea the next day... genius-really.
So, until tomorrow, I'll waste more of my life as I wait for Gabby to fall asleep. I don't like to go to bed unless I know that she is fast asleep because I am too lazy to want to get out of a warm, comfortable bed to calm her down. Again- lazy. Ha.
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